Saturday, December 11, 2004
2day. is jus not me. not me @ all. mind is jus blank most of e tym. was ma face xpressionless? or was zit loneliness u saw. i dono. even when ppl were tokin me. i didn reply. can sum1 tell me wad is happenin. confused. is nt moodswings. is just not. suths seriously wrong wid me. solve me. figure me out.
im jus not me.
i guess he gt all e hints. dat i failed e test of love.
wad do u even see in me. ur such an arse. blind la.
starve to please. ate nuth at all 2day. evryting i do is stoopid. im jus so out of my mind. really outta ma mind. feelin so weak rite now. serious headache. mayb all i need is 2 hang on.
thks to emi 4 tolerating ma rubbish 2day. thks 4 being dere. thanks.
happi bdae. to chinky. though we didn celebrate. which i dono y. bud happi bdaeee! ((=